So hey there i think all of you have given up on me posting ever again. Well here is just to prove you wrong! HA! lol

But yeah I have been so busy all the time lately, i barely have had time to sleep let alone have a social life. I seriously get only about three to four hours of sleep a night. I dont know how i can keep myself awake.

I now work about thirty hours a week and it is all jammed into the weekend from friday night to sunday night but i like it and i make money. the only bad part about it is that i dont have any weekends to myself unless i specifically ask them off so if you have some plans and you want to include me tell alittle in adavnced and i will try to make it.

Speaking of work for those of you who dont know i am in a set of classes called the Integrated Business Experience. It is a set of four classes that are blocked together, in which you form a company. My company and i have been established and they have chosen me as their president or CEO. As the company Central Tendency we have chosen to make and sell tshirts. This is where my plea will come in. I would very much appriciate it if you all would support me in this endeavor and buy a shirt from me even if you dont like central it is a cool tshirt. give me a call or email me or leave me a comment if you would like to buy a shirt from me.

but for now the life of the big man on campus contiues i have to run so i will talk to you all later. i miss you and give me a call sometime.

Hey guys so yeah i didnt get back to you guys soon enough but yeah i tried to many times.

I still havent been sleeping well but i think its because of work, i have occasionally been using things like tylenol pm to sleep but most of the time i just lie awake eventually just passing out from boredum.

Katie and i are doing well. We have just been clicking lately. Nothing too exciting but we definitely have fun. i dont know what we are going to do over break, it is going to be a weird time for us. we will see and persevere.

more later tonight when i get off work and want to procrastinate from my paper...

Hey there guys i have appeared to have fallen of the face of the earth especially when it comes to this site. my schedual has been so screwed up lately. I am not sleeping well and i dont know why i have tried alot of things and its not working. i lay around for hours and not feel any sleep coming on and i am just staring at the ceiling or i try to make my self thinki am asleep if that makes any sense. I hope the cause of my insomnia is that my body  clock is just screwed up from working so many night to grave shifts. my friends sometimes point out that i look like crap, my professors have made fun of me for sleeping in class. I am that kid in class now. i dont know i dont want to take drugs for it cause i want natural sleep and not forced sleep. does any one have any suggestions

other than that life is pretty good. The girlfriend and i are doing well. we have had issues and worked them out. that is the power of communication. we arent going to see eachother for thanksgiving or christmas i wonder how that is going to work and feel.

I have talked alot with this friend of mine. she is a very dear and close friend of mine. she made me wonder when does life start. is it now? or is it when we get of school? is it when we have fulfilled a life goal? when does life start? or what are you to do with life? these questions have been plaguing me so i want to the answers to these questions. I want to talk with this friend of mine but for now we can be content in knowing that what ever lies before us we will face it together.

I miss my friends from home like casey, stephanie, tiffany, kelly, beth, and so many others. this next week i am going to be home from saturday this weekend to sunday of the next week it is going to be grand.

more to post later and i will be quick with the next post i promise.

Yours truly,

Alex

So wow who who would have thought of me having a relationship. Let alone having a B E A utiful young lady as she is. She makes me smile when she is being completely serious. She can actually tickle me which only a few people can do. She constantly has me thinking about her. Waking up next to someone is one of the greatest feelings ever. Watching her sleep, seeing her stir in her sleep, calming any nightmares having conversations with her in the middle of the night when we wake up in the middle of the night. I have actually had converstaions with her while she has been asleep which is actually very funny when you realize that she is asleep. LOL! I am very happy right now where i am in my life i am just wondering where we go from here and if i can continue to keep her happy.

I have this very dear friend and she means alot to me. She and I have been through alot together. I would come running if anything happened to her. If she said the word i would come cross nation to make sure that she was alright. I want to make sure she is happy and that she always has a smile on her face but i fear that in my current situation and where i am at in life, i will be unable to satisfy.

By the way i wish there were more hours in a day so that i can do all that i want to do.

more to come later

Yours truly,

Alex